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2011-11-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

NOT BLOGGING ANYMORE - QUIT BLOGGING

just dun feel like blogging anymore so i'm stopping.

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carina tan

BUSY BUSY BUSY

2011-11-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

sheng siong show the day before on saturday ;) my turn to work, i think i look quite weird when i'm at backstage cos of my costume. one of the workers even said i look like some japanese girl. anyway, one of them was on cover (right top corner pic) special part was tht he's an angmoh. he speaks really awesome english, i even have some difficulty understanding wht he is talking abt.

went for class outing today and it was really fun ! :D

and recently...... something caught my eye.

arghh this is damn nice please. i keep buying shoes nowadays, haha. but this pair of shoes doesnt cost cheap so probably i'll get it after i got my pay, yay but i think i'll only get my pay next year.

yupp, i'll post more next time, quite busy this few weeks, next week got camp somemore ): 4 days 3 night, omg. take care people ~

question : why do you like acting ?

2011-11-02T12:46:00.002+08:00

one of my friends asked me why i liked acting. i dun really know why but it somehow has a story behind it. when i was p6, my mum met a part time actor and the actor gave my mum a form. then, my mum took back home and showed it to me. i filled up the form but in the end, i didnt mailed it to mediacorp. so after i think half a year, i somehow realised tht i like acting (idk why) and i love their production very much. my parents basically support me about my passion for it but my mum's side relative doesnt seem to agree with it. i might not have the looks or potential for it, but i'll work hard.

the first time i got exposed to acting is during sec 1 when i was auditioning for the drama club. i didnt had any experience at all so i was really nervous (i went there alone and i didnt knew anyone there) in the end, i was grouped with a few seniors and we acted out a scene and i was playing a role of a daughter.in the end i passed the audition but i didnt joined drama club due to some personal reasons.

the first time i stepped into mediacorp is when i was there for starsearch live show. i was supporting jeff and jeffrey that time so i went for every episode. during tht period, i went there and realised that they had to prepare and do many things behind the scene.

second time i got exposed to acting is when i was casting for devotion and tht time i wasnt really prepared so i didnt made it. my expression and all really cannot make it. that is the first time i've seen a script. i didnt knew abt acting that much then but still, i gained some experience and decided to learn more abt it.

during this year june holiday, i decided to take part in this 2 day acting class organised by noontalkmedia. and its like almost 18 hours of training but i had fun there even though i was the youngest there. the first time i went there, i didnt knew any single soul there. ian, kimberly and edwin was there too. they were so called "our rolemodel" cos they somehow had exposure to acting before.

we were given a day to memorise this script and i was quite nervous and i was like shivering there when it was my turn to act out with my another guy partner. i think i could did better. but after the acting class ended fully, i gained much experience abt acting and had more confidence abt it. but i think i look damn fat during tht period i looked ugly i think. at least now better hor ?

so basically, thats like my journey. although i dun have any chances for filming currently, but i'm still waiting for tht day. even though i cant be like onthefringe stars like kimberly like that, but i;m still waiting for chances to come. i'll try to go for auditions and stuffs to gain more exposure and also hope that there would be some chance for me someday. i'm still young laa, so still got 很长的路要走.

yupp, so thats it, hope you all could understand and wished me luck ! :D

SSS - 29 oct (backstage)

2011-10-31T17:49:00.001+08:00

first of all, happy halloween people ! :D did you all catch sss the day before (saturday) ? now, i'm gonna show you all some backstage pictures at the makeup/resting room ! didnt took much though because my camera low batt, wth, didnt charged before i came out. saw an xin ya. omg so chio. wanted to sneak into the room and take picture with her but she left already ! some lucky peeps took pictures with her and showed me. *envy face*

brother was like hungry and tired already before the show had even started. the crew went to get chicken rice for us and it arrived at around 7 plus and we were all really hungry already !

the costumes, they are really heavy and the material is really thick. the cap is quite heavy too.

playing ipod while waiting to be call down for some video taking.

hehe these girls are so cute. they are taking part in the singing competition and all of them are like so young and cute !

picture with "shen" the first one.

my brother's good friend between the four of them.

finally, a picture with my brother before i go down to reserve my seats. haha stripes shirt again.

the x1000 lucky winner didnt picked up his phone on saturday and that means, we need to go back again next saturday for the show ! its so troublesome, i suggest they should choose another winner or so. next week, you gonna see me in this costume (below) like a maid, but you most probably you wont see me on tv.

if you've missed an xin ya's singing part or want to listen again, watch it here okay ! super love this song and also i love her dressing ! sweet girl :)

continue to stay tune to next week's sheng siong show ! :)

SSS - CATCH IT ON CHANNEL 8, 29 OCT

2011-10-25T14:52:00.004+08:00

yoyoyo hello ! so what have i been busy with ? yupp, bringing my brother for rehearsals at mdc like thrice a month. had been starting this from september. its been quite fun and i've gained quite alot of experiences. the producer and backstage crew/ camera man etc, really prepared really carefully hoping tht there wont be any mistakes during the live show. so yes, my brother gonna be on sss next week ! cool or wht ?

PREVIEWWW ONNN NEXTTT WEEKKK X1000 SEGMENTTT
(although he will be like talking on tv for like 10 secs and dancing for like 1 min, they really prepared hard and the rehearsal total hours are like 12 hours )

going for fitting of costumes at the wardrobe department

i'm sure you're wondering, 'eh why are you wearing this costume ?' i'll tell you all when the episode comes, hahaha. but you wont see me on tv for sure.

day of reherasals

YES THATS JUST A LITTLE PREVIEW FOR NEXT WEEK SHENG SIONG SHOW !

&&& you should watch next week's episode cos there will be a special guest, 安心亞. she's really pretty and her singing rocks too, pictures prove it !

last but not least, her new album, one of the songs, really love it ! :) do take a look yo !

SO DO RMB TO WATCH SHENG SIONG SHOW ON 29 OCT 9PM, AND AND IF YOU WANNA COME OVER TO MDC TO WATCH ANY OF THE EP LIVE SHOW, DO LEAVE A MSG @ FORMSPRING AND I'LL TRY TO HELP YOU GET THE TICKETS ! :D

Orchard Road

2011-10-21T15:07:00.000+08:00

gonna show you all some pictures of a place i went at orchard road ytd. the place is quite special becuase the environment is rather dark and people can vandalised on tables and chairs and even the walls. so its like quite abstract there. they sell dessert and wanton noodles there with some drinks too. do drop by if you're free ! its air-conditioned btw ! the things there are rather expensive but i like the place except its too dark !

i had tao suan there. its quite nice but like too sweet.

the walls are sprayed with all this pictures and more but i only took a few so couldnt show you all more pictures.

thats the wall but there are like more terrible one written on tables and chairs. most of them wrote about korean idols and stars or even i love you or wht you love me thingy. yeah, so that place is rather complicated and the shop is located at the corner corner side of fep basement ! do check it out if you're free and would like to eat in a complicated environment ! the place is quiet and not much people so it would be very peaceful !

oh yes, i've chose 3E2 BIO for streaming even though teacher told me tht i could go 3E1. it would be probably be too stress for me if i go there so, yeah.

ENJOY YOUR LIFE PEOPLE ! :D

當世界不知不覺的變了有時后, 我懷念以前的我

2011-10-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

should i create a twitter ? hmm considering though. anyway, my phone contract gonna be up next month ! gonna get a new phone soon and i can keep my temporary phone aside. probably getting i-phone because i've been wanting one but i'll see first when the day comes. having a rehearsal this coming monday at mdc with brother, hope i can do a good job ! :D

went shopping at malaysia, city square this afternoon and i bought some apparels. how awesome ! :D okay i will blog about my rehearsal on monday or even tuesday ! good news, holidays are coming real soon but i dun want to be separated from my class ): aiming for E2 or even E3. E1 and E4 is out for me. my results arent as good as you think. k bye, I HAVE LACK FOR READERS.

ASK ME ANYTHING , FORMSPRING ME OKAY !!!!!??????

happy happy birthday woan lin !

2011-10-10T20:30:00.001+08:00

yesterday's pictures ; i've cut my hair recently and i somehow regretted it

its been a few months since i drink bubble tea. why do people call it bubble tea ? anyway got the oreo one !

exams are officially over and i love it ! i dun want to know my results at all and i dun want to separated with my beloved class ): well, no choice ! gotta move on with my awesome life !

oh yes, there are a few places that i wanna go since its after exams ! idk where should i go first, probably i'll visit orchard first ! i miss that place though.

& TODAY'S WOAN LIN'S BIRTHDAY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAH ! :D

party at her house for like 7 hours, haha. from 10am to 5.30pm.

okay thanks for reading this boring post !

[ 24/09 BIRTHDAY VIDEO DEDICATION ]

2011-10-07T11:24:00.004+08:00

this video is for you all ! once again, thank you although this post came quite late but hope this refreshes the memories we had that time ! click the play button and enjoy the video ! :D
(btw its a chinese song) (sorry for poor quality)

OMG SORRY I MISSED ANGELINE'S NAME /:

paiseh and sorry, couldnt edit this video anymore though but thanks to you also okay ! hahaha, really sorry.

如果我们只是擦肩而过, 何必在彼此身上留下伤痕

2011-09-30T14:58:00.002+08:00

Its his last day of school today, makes me feel so sad ): okay, i didnt get to see him today because of the weather. okay nvm, it proves one thing. we are not meant to be. anyway, wish him all the best for his future journey ! this song is dedicated to you ~

aww feel like going to kbox for singing now. i swear i'll go after my exams, i wanna singggg !

i'll change my banner and background when exams over. i have some activities planned for myself this holiday. its so awesome, cant wait man. i dun have much pictures to upload cos i arent going out so didnt took any. okay, i'll upload more after exams !

the awesome people, we stayed back for maths remedial till 3 plus ytd. anyway, i cant study at home now. i will think of stupid things and i'll keep daydreaming. i'll go over to my friend's house later on.

WITH MY GOOD FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES SUPPORT, I'LL STUDY HARD AND CONTINUE MY LIFE.

(next post : 10 oct 2011)

EH WHO E HELL ARE YOU TO CRITICISE ME

2011-09-26T17:58:00.001+08:00

hey you, seen the topic ? hehe, stop hating me and start loving me after reading this post ! if you hate me because of the way i look, one day, i'll become pretty and you'll start to love me more !!!! :D

OPPS I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW BUT I'M BLOGGING -_-

actually i wanna post the pics i took during my birthday but theres a video i made for the post but uploading takes a freaking long time. anyway, gonna blog abt THE POWER OF MAKEUP today. personally, i do not know how to makeup and at most, i only wear contact lens.

now, let me show you a picture of me i taken ytd (edited)

now, let me show you THE POWER OF MAKEUP !

HEY NOT ENOUGH ??

CLICK HERE TO VIEW MORE

how would i look with make up, eye lashes and stuffs ? probably i'll look damn weird.

uhh i'm gonna go and wash my eyes right now.

HAPPY DAY ♥.♥

2011-09-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

went out with fiona today. haha she's 19 this year and i knew her from the acting class. yeah, got two surprises today ! woots, really happy ! :D not going to say wht is it. anyway, finally, tmr's my birthday and i'm looking forward to it. hope it'll be an awesome one !

oh yeah, my acting really... omg. okay, i can like act the angry part (scold people part) but not the happy part. couldnt express out the happy feeling and arghh, pissed off with myself. carina tan be more confident !! okay, i'll end off with a edited pic and post more pics after my birthday.

24th the day i know you

2011-09-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

had a really weird feeling today when i was otw back home. 24th the day i know you ; you know wht that means ? i got to know someone special on 24th. lets call this person "w". i knew w for like 1 year plus already . i think w often encourages me and also make me happy sometimes ! but, w is leaving soon and i cant get to see w next year anymore ! ): hmm that kind of feeling, do you all know ?

okay shall continue blogging ! idk why my face look so fair and white in the above picture. i wished i looked like this in real life ! i want to have a fair and white skin ! omg like ang-moh kind, you know ? didnt edited the pic, probably its because of the light or something. haha, my camera quality good wht ~

are you wondering wth is this ? its me when i was like a few months or 1 to 2 years old. like boy right ? cos my hair havent grow tht time, haha. am i cute ? i look quite fair and chubby. time really flies, a few days time i'm gonna reach my birthday again ! woohoo :)

my fb profile picture is currently this. he is not my brother, he's my cousin.

oh yeah, gonna enroll in an acting class again, the fee is not cheap okay, i've been like spending my parents hard-earned money nowadays. but I WILL SPEND IT WISELY O-O

i'm going to get a pair of new shoes after exams, probably like the pictures below kind one. hope it doesnt cost alot if not i cant afford it !

then my room will be like this ~.~

if you hate me, there is nothing i can do to help

2011-09-15T21:07:00.001+08:00

went for otf event last sunday at cin. i guess you all saw me on the newspaper yeah ? lol paiseh sia, but finally i got into the newspaper ! its my secret dream. haha, anyway, gonna show you some pics i took with them but due to the time, i couldnt upload the other pics i took with the other casts. but still, i uploaded some. all my pose all sama sama one.

oh yes, ian rmb me ! omg hahaha didnt expected tht he rmb tht we were from the same acting class. hope to see him soon again with the class ! he has so many fans and i was standing behind him waiting until he took finish all the pics with his fans. - famous person -

with tomato aka yida.

with ahdong aka gabriel. he was like " wo ke yi hui jia le ma ? "

everyone's favourite zhiyong aka edwin. hmm many fans were surrounding him too so i had a hard time taking pictures with him. okay, the future ah-ge ~

oh yes ! tmr is my brother's birthday and mine is coming soon ! tell you all a secret, the best birthday present for me is tht i hope tht i can get pass and succeed in getting the role they arranged for me. i guess you all must be wondering wht i'm talking abt right ? hmm wait for my good news ! -pray hard-

@ malaysia with cousins !

2011-09-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia to celebrate my grandma's birthday the last few days at my grandma's hse ! it was so fun, and i dun feel like coming back sia. anyway, i saw this photo, when i was young.....

now gonna randomly post pictures i took the past few days, there are more but i'll upload soon.

busy week

2011-09-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'll be busy next week and i have no time ! not enough time to do my stuffs. will be doing a video tmr and monday to thurday i'll be a malaysia to celebrate my grandma's birthday ! thn when i'm back, friday i need to bring my brother for rehersal at mdc. saturday i need to chiong homework and revision. friday i'll be heading to town ! wow, busy yeah ? exams are coming soon and i'm still like so slack one. lol, i'm freaking lazy nowadays i swear. okay laa, see ya people around ! :)

rmb to miss me, i cant go on fb at malaysia cos there dun have internet. hmm i'll miss facebook so much. omg my show is up, i'll go watch now !

holiday mood

2011-08-30T18:38:00.003+08:00

went to on the fringe fan meetup ytd with one of my acting class friend at orchard and its not a success at all. regretted going. waited for them for like 2 hours plus and they came for like 15 mins only due to the crowd. omg, whn can i be famous like them ? i'm daydreaming, hahaha. anyway, 从头到尾 i only saw ian's hair, like wth. okay laa, i saw some of them for a few seconds from far. only when they are leaving, they were standing near us and its so squeezy. the fans are like crazy whn they see them, sweat like hell. anyway, the pic below only shows 1/4 of the crowd !!

i regretted going, wasted trip. i texted one of them but they didnt replied due to the chaotic situation. well, gathering soon, haha. probably should ask them out one day which is i think difficult. edwin's leather jacket got torned and heard tht his trophy was lost. oh well, rough fans !

i wasnt so lucky to have those shots. i got it from fb, credits to the following people.

after the fanmeet, went to grab a bite. first time eating this and i queued for quite long. but sadly, i dun like the taste. its quite heaty and expensive. it cost me $4.20. woo.

AND YES I HAD SO CALLED "FACE ALLREGY" ON THT DAY -_-

yes, my face was like wtf ytd. i applied sunblock and my face became red. there are like red spots around my face. damn ugly, even now also haven recover.

okay shall update the next time. damn busy for the next 2 weeks.

1 more month to yours truly birthday ~ 24/9

2011-08-24T17:53:00.003+08:00

not asking you to buy me presents, but i seriously miss those times whn my father is 'rich'. i can buy anything i want, camera, phone, many many clothes. i still rmb last year i celebrated my birthday with my family at swensens, had a lot of fun. (picture below) this year, probably i cant go thr and celebrate. maybe just a buy a cake and celebrate at home ? and thn during the day time celebrate with friends ?

{ sorry for the cmi and lousy quality, haven gotten a camera tht time }

my brother is going to treat us pizza hut when he get his first ever salary, rmb to catch him first on tv the next few months (forgotten the exact date)

i ha (below) abit live a edited version of this on my fb, the original one like face cramp laa. this sept holiday so many projects coming up, super busy plus i'm going to my grandma's house at malaysia for 4 days. oh september is gonna be a busy month ! /:

come leave comments @ formspring can anot ?

i'm think i'm improving

2011-08-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

oh okay, i have like nine more minutes to blog only. gonna catch on the fringe soon. how are you all ? :) anyway, sorry, not much pictures cos i didnt went out so yeah. abit of family problems this few days, nothing serious so dun worry. scored badly for my common test. dropped alot but i think my presentation skills are like improving ! should speak up more plus my bad habit is keep moving around when i'm presenting. omg daoyan mentioned tht to me before but when i'm nervous, i cant control myself ! okay a point to note, hope to improve as i get more exposure to this. cheers for me !

freaking angry + not happy + feel like throwing things + upset tht day. okay, tht day is monday. totally hate them, how can they do this ? okay, i dun want to say anything much unless someone gets suspicious.

3 FACTS ABOUT ME :

- i cant control myself when i'm angry and i have a bad habit of throwing things i see around me. the most expensive item i've throw is my brother's gameboy. the whole screen broke. okay, i admit i'm violent and also i have a very bad temper.

- i do not know how to use chopsticks. sometimes, i bring my own fork and spoon outside when i'm eating cos i've my reason laa, lazy elaborate.

- i love to collect stickers when i'm young. so i have a huge collection of cartoon stickers and more than ten sticker albums in my house but not for now.

HOLAAAAAAAAAAA PEOPLE ! :D

2011-08-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

This photos are taken this few days during the so called holiday ! didnt edited it cos theres quite a number of it and i'm lazy to download the application to my new comp. if you cant stand my 'pretty' face, you can always leave my blog alright. hahaha enjoy the pictures ! :D (ps. i'm abit zilian nowadays)

national day that time ! love my tattoo but i nidda get it remove cos of school ~

my brother sibei cute right, uhh hahaa.

anyway, dear readers, please dun ask me abt jason and zhiyong ( the one on on the fringe ) cos i really cant reveal much abt them and i dun really know them very very well. do ask them personally if you have any questions or things for them.

brother was pissed off by my photo taking.

i found my geek specs ! been looking it for like one month and i finally found it.

went malaysia to have lunch tht day, was zilianing inside the car, hehe.

today afternoon was fun ! was in a group with jiaqi, bryan, june and yong bin ! they were really fun people ! haha, had fun knowing the people from imh.

I'LL END OFF WITH THIS ~ SMURF EVENT @ BUGIS ON SUNDAY !

romeo, adeline, sora, daryl, jeffrey, elvin, kate, jade seah and many other people were present

2011-08-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

went mediacorp with brother for audition and thn went to the wardrobe department to try on the clothings. cute right, hahaha. probably i'll update more abt this on late august. hehe, do stay tune. anyway, "on the fringe" was awesome right ? they all did quite a good job in acting and Edwin let on that he gave his “virgin tears” to this drama after a huge fighting scene with his mum ! anyway, rui en is going to appear tonight ; ep 4 ! damn cool one, omg. must watch must watch.

anyway, i failed my english ct. oh well, idk wht to say and i dun feel anything. probably i should work harder for eoy. test test test everytime so many test one. okay bye, do leave a comment lehh, or any question also can laa. okay laa, you can leave negative comments so tht i can improve wht.

click here to comment yo ! :D

On The Fringe pictures from xinmsn

2011-07-30T20:55:00.001+08:00

yo hello people ! i bought home all my books but i'm lazy to study for commontest. yes, i've got a haircut recently. not much difference but still okay. my hair sucks today, dun like it. went downstairs to meet my friend and thn my hair keep flying, like wth, pissed off. anyway, do check out my post for the day ! :D

it's on the fringe ! kimberly, edwin and ian would be acting in this show which debuts on 2nd august after devotion ends. there are other young actors/actress too but i dun really them. but still, do show your support to them ! looking forward to this show though cos fann and li nan xing would be in the show and ruien would be acting as a blind girl in the show. yeah, i think it would be quite extraordinary so rmb to catch it yo ! (pictures + video below)

so do catch this show on channel 8 every monday to friday debuting on 2nd august, 9pm :)

I LOVE 2E4 :D

2011-07-28T21:06:00.001+08:00

haha, all the 3 pictures are the same. anyway, it is not a class photo though, just randomly took it during the visit to esplanade. had fun there, really love my class, they rocks !

16/7 sss - yanyalun

2011-07-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

HEY READERS, WONT BE BLOGGING SO OFTEN YEAH BUT DO CHECK BACK FOR UPDATES ON MY BLOG :D

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lazy write, but i guess you will know where i went if you saw my fb status updates. anyway, i'm back to bangs but will still have the same hairstyle in school. wanna cut my hair shorter but no time lehh, next week okay ! hows my look now ? okay anot ? haha, bye yo !

saturday night

2011-07-10T20:16:00.003+08:00

oh yo, love my shirt very much ! :D

okay my brother was looking at a snail crawling there while waiting for my parents to come. anyway, gonna change my freaking hairstyle soon next week. hate my curent one.

while waiting for my parents, someone came and approached for my parent's number cos they're 'interested' in my brother. yeah, they might call my brother for some shows. lol me jealous sia.

okay i'll end off with liang wen yin. she's damn sweet and chio in real life. lol even rong ming said tht, haha. omg when can i become so chio like her. okay i'm dreaming again. hope next week i can get x1000 lehh, x100 also can. i want monehhh.

i want confidence

2011-07-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

i feel so jealous. well, she's earning 4k a month and she's only 16 this year. not going to say who she is, you can see her on tv often yeah. sometimes i wondering, what if one day i achieved wht i always wanted ? of course, i will be happy but is this really wht i want ? yes, from sec 1 onwards, i'm 99% confirm tht i want to be a celebrity in the future. yeah, celebrity = actress/singer. i really wish to get the skill of acting and also singing. i want to be good in acting. but guess wht ? whenever i stand on the stage or infront of a group of people, i do feel nervous. yeah, everyone feels at least a little nervous whn they are infront of a group of people. but i wish to get rid of the fear, i need to have confidence, eye contact and also i must be clear in my words. i'm going to work hard towards my goal now on. i want confidence i want confidence. ohh yahh, i wanna join sss singing competition maybe in november or later. not sure if i will pass the audition, but i hope so if not very paiseh, haha. but even if i fail, i will gain some experience. okay, where are all my supporters ? oh shit, i dun have any supporters at all ): alright, whatever. i will do my best in everything k. next time got time i'll post a video of me singing in ktv but pls mind my voice. i suck in singing i think, but i'm trying my best k. i want to be good in both acting and singing pls ! i really really really want to be a famous celebrity, really.

i need money and i think i'm mad $.$

2011-07-03T14:14:00.002+08:00

arghh, i wished my parents could struck lottery today or even win the shengsiong show thing on saturday. whatever, i just hope my parents would have many many money cos i want to buy many many things, seriously. yeah, i was abit shopaholic ytd cos i bought some apparels again. couldnt resist and i spent quite a lot but i think its kind of worth it cos i love the apparels tht i bought. shit, i need money, i got alot to buy. hey i'm not money face or wht okay ? well, who dislikes money ? O.O

dear god, please let my parents struck lottery today, please laa, just once. huat uhh ! 拜托你啦 ! $.$

i think i'm mad, mad about money, yes, i'm using money now while typing this. electricity bill will rise up if i keep using comp for hours. k i need to save money from now on. eat less, save more, get it ? money money, please come to me ~

让我告诉你们一个秘密，我是一个很幸福的小孩

2011-07-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

went to botanic garden with jeffrey and friends last sunday, really had fun. there are more pictures in my comp but cant post it currently due to instructions given so i'll post it next time yeah. cant wait to see them again ! love them so much, haha ! jswm will be better, jiayous ! :D

anyway, did you guys watched ahdi devotion on channel 8 9pm ? really nice, so exciting ! watched ytd's episode and saw some familiar scene and line. i should be acting yuanfang in the show but i'm not suitable for it so didnt manage to get the role. haha, saw some familiar lines when shanshan stole the bread. anyway, jeffrey will be in the show too (later part) as an autistic person. so do look out for him !

to end my post, let me post one picture of jeffrey, loves !

鸣杰与阿娣妈妈 , 太可爱了啦 ~

the truth is, i want to famous and also, i want to act very well

2011-06-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

went out to bugis and scape today. bought my clothes and stuffs. seriously i need more money. went to buy gongcha. love it so much, miss those times whn jswm were there. didnt saw jeffrey for a long time, kind of miss him, haha. looking forward to ah di on channel 8. yeah stay tune ! :D okay i'm growing fatter during the holidays. opps it means tmr i nidda go for running. haha, i'm lazy to wake up early in the morning. school starting soon and also i haven finished my hmk.

i'm idol-craze nowadays. lol as in crazy about acting and stuffs. haha, i wanna be famous like fann wong too. jealous max, i know i dun have the x-factor laa, nvm lo. working hard to act well and also studying hard. if not, my parents wont allow me to go for acting classes ! arghh, i wish i have zillions of dollars to spend. was chatting with rinko on fb, really enjoy chatting with her, dk why. maybe cos we have the same goal ? yeah, hope to know her someday in real life, hehe. okay i need to go now, parents scolding. bye yo ! :D

i miss yesterday and the day before

2011-06-13T13:00:00.002+08:00

that girl, do you find her familiar ? yeah, she acted in many shows and she's really skinny and talented !

handsome right, hahaha. do you find him familiar ? he's the one from c.l.i.f (the channel 8 9pm show) luo chao long, the 3rd episode. well, he looks like edison. :P

aww thats me, candid shot.

he is the camera man.

he is my partner for the acting scene.

do you find him familiar ? fighting spiders yeah, he is edwin.

nahh thats the script, we need to hold hands with our partner and thn also sort of kiss at the last part. but nvr touch lips laa, lol, that part i was like super paiseh. was so near to the lips already.

edited the picture as it was blur.

lol, dasmond came to as the special guest.

well, enjoyed and learnt alot from 导演, thanks ! :D hope to see you all agn soon ! :D

pictures from noontalk's fb and personal one

picture below nice anot ? of course nice laa, i took it.

2011-06-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

boo ! hi people, how are you all ? enjoying your holidays ? for me its quite busy. haven done any of my homework. omg yeah, hahaha. great singapore sales ! bought a lot of new items today. bankrupt /: gonna go meet lydia tmr for singing. thn saturday and sunday got acting course. yeah, i'm busy, isnt it ? regarding the guy i'm addicted to, next week thn i post his pictures. haven met him lo. i'm just going to post his picture and not say i'm addicted to him or else if he sees it, i will be like... err.. quite paiseh. alright brother so noisy now, stay tune for the picture yeah ! do leave a comment uhh :D

yeah baby lets go !

2011-06-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

yeah yo people ! lol, sorry if my accent is kind of weird, will explain why later. hahaha, come on people ! yeah, went sss on saturday. brother was there to film the tralier for sss. some sort of commercial which will be on tv next saturday or sunday ? yeah, cool, on channel 8 ! :D

Aww, saw derrick at sss. totally handsome and talented. ahh love it ! - melted -

after the show, went to find rong ming for a picture. (camera quality kind of sucks, i want a dslr)

ohh guess wht ? my brother's technique of taking pictures kind of "boo". lol, what is this ? face so blur, hahaha. but took another one yeah !

at least this one is better isnt it ?

yupp, went for charity show ytd, was at theatre for 4 hours plus and omg its so cold.

ohh yahh,guess wht ? :P i think i'm lucky cos i saw ming jie at the recep whn i was abt to make my way to the theatre. ohh yuan shuai was thr too but didnt manage to get my photo with him as i was rushing. didnt saw ming jie for one month plus and i think he became skinnier. chatted with him for a while and went back to theatre. hope to see him soon lehh. 22 more days to devotion !

got my picture with him and i look kind of like fat ? ohh well....

okay, let me tell you the reason why my accent is kind of like weird. i'm addicted to some kind of guy from SH :P omg lol, he's awesome lehh. and the best thing is tht he lives near me. actually not so near laa. okay i'll stop nagging here and i'll talk more next time ? see ya people around. :>

chinese post

2011-06-01T14:09:00.001+08:00

小时候, 人们厌倦童年生活急于长大, 长大后, 又渴望回到童年的美好时光. 小时候, 幸福很简单, 长大后, 简单很幸福.

我想说的是, 如果你讨厌我, 我一点也不介意, 我活着不是为了让你开心. 我活着是为了我自己.

说话前, 请你想一想, 该不该说, 因为, 每个人都有感情的.

在30 秒内说出它们的颜色, 不是字.

对人要好一点, 明白吗 ?

< you look happy, but actually you're sad : the 18 things you will do >

我承认, 我是这样的人, 这18 样事情，我做了17 样.

幸福可以很简单.

我的生活.

好了, 我不说了, 改天再来 blog, 再见咯 ! :D

rmb to leave a comment at my formspring abt this post

people, i'm back from camp !

2011-05-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

hi ! i'm back from camp, enjoyed it very much ! love yesterday's camp fire the last part. like disco at there dancing and jumping like crazy, hahaha :D group 14 rocks ! delta rocks ! tried abselling, rafting, outdoor cooking and high elements. yeah, exciting yet scary. abselling i was like standing on the top screaming and i dun dare to lean back lol. haha its over ! love rafting very much, the part where we go down to the water as a group and thn sang the school song and do cheers. but whole body was wet, haha. seriously rocks and i love my group ! knew new friends and etc.

tonight, i'm not sleeping in my sleeping bag anymore but my comfortable bed, i love my house ! i miss my family, comp, tv, handphone and many things. but i'm officially back :D

when i reach home............................. i got my surprise ! :D

cool, i got the tickets from mediacorp already for sss show 9 ! gonna meet derrick next saturday night ! yeah, thanks to cy for helping me to request tickets. ohh yeah, i have 2 extra tickets, giving it away to interested parties, please do contact me if interested to go. venue is at mediacorp studios. cant wait to see derrick again ! excited much, so many plans for june holidays ! see you all around ! (:

其实你不懂, 有时候, 我真的觉得很孤单. 心里有点难过......

2011-05-22T21:01:00.001+08:00

i may not be the prettiest girl among the people you know, but, i'm ............ CARINA TAN.

went out with my relatives and cousins today, had fun catching up with them.

gonna be busy this week, projects and stuffs, nidda stay back for the maths thing also. well, i dun like this ): camp this friday and also during june holidays, dislike it ! ~~hate my life !~~ kidding. i wont forget the awesome people beside me, they are always there for me. so cannot hate my life becuase life is full of surprises, you wont know wht happen the next second. really nidda thank my family and 'brothers' for always supporting me ! love you all laa ! thankyou thankyou, k people, dun everytime ( fml ) okay ! yay omg i'm so looking forward to my course this coming june holidays.

dear 'brothers', leave a comment whn you see this man !

我真的很开心

2011-05-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

i'm seriously very very very happy now, didnt have this kind of feeling before, seriously. thanks for all the encouragement and stuffs. i know i can do it, i hope so. to all my haters, go away, i will live well without you all. seriously happy now cos .... okay, cant say. i'm living in my happy world now ! :D basically its cos i feel like i'm in P6 again cos i redo some stuffs i did during P6. actually not. well, really really happy. lol my heart like abit pain like tht, hahaha. but i'm really happy.

1000000000% happiness in me now, really love this feeling :> i hope this feeling will remain forever with me. xie xie ni, v. wo zhen de hen gan dong ye fei chang kai xin. h.b.s.m.s.

* do click on older post as i've made 2 post today *

H.B.S.M.S (xoxo)

2011-05-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

hello ! went to pulau ubin yesterday and the weather seriously sucks, i think. yeah, lots of dogs too. kind of scary, sweat a lot. look at my post title, haha, my secret language :P really, h.b.s.m.s !

took a boat at changi to the place, its around 10 mins.

the man catching fishes and prawns.

went to pray, arghh, really cant stand the smoke and stuffs.

the beach, people catching fishes and playing there.

OKAY.... CHECK THIS OUT !!

cool or wht ? i love this, it can be found at iluma.

i look rather stupid in this picture, haven prepared and the screen captured it.

putting in the lens, adjusting the distance.

alright, will post agn next time yeah, have a nice day ! :)

i'm not happy at all

2011-05-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

我好想你, 你还好吗 ? 多么希望你现在就在我身旁.

not happy with my chinese results. pass by only a few marks. chinese is getting very difficult nowadays. but, rather happy with my maths marks. i didnt knew tht i could get a A1. haha, whatever. i always do badly for my maths. art, well, idk the overall. but honestly, my art sucks. science was fine too, nothing much actually.

but when it comes to cca, everything got screwed up. i was scolded by teacher and also seniors. i hate this, actually, i do feel like crying and tears are in my eyes already. i wished you were here with me. dun really feel like talking at all. i dun like this at all. i dun want my whole june holiday to be packed with camps and stuffs tht i'm not interested at. although they scolded me, but, i will prove to you all tht i will do better okay ! :@ i dun like to get scolded at all. i would just cry when people scold me, how useless am i.....

OKAY, ENOUGH OF ALL THESE, I WILL PROVE TO YOU ALL THT I WILL DO MUCH MORE BETTER AND ALSO I CAN DO IT. JUST SHUT UP IF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS LAA.

bye, i will update you all with more surprises here next time.
seriously cant wait for june holidays to come, yay, actingggggggggg !!

presenting to you....... (go away if you hate me)

2011-05-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

opps, did you realise smth ? i'm growing fatter and fatter nowadays. wht is this, omg, hahaha. had my last paper today which is art, yay. but i will be having camp soon in around two weeks plus time. i dun like, i should say i hate it. i want to stay with my family you know....

anyway, got an invitation from channel 8 for me to go to C.L.I.F private screening. i'm still considering whether i should go anot because its in the evening and i'm going alone. comment yeah, tell me whether i should go for the private screening. i think i'm available on tht day, well, still considering.... (sorry i cant disclose the date a location due to instructions given by the c8 group)

(refer below for the poster)

alright, let me update you guys on some things i'm doing during june holidays. i would be going for a tv acting course at rv. will post the pictures once i come back from the course. i will also be having cca camps which i seriously hate it at hq. i dun like i dun like i dun like ! :@

ohh yeah, anyone wanna go watch sheng siong show live ? leave a comment at my formspring asap or contact me as i'm going to get the tickets soon. hehehe, next week's special guest is a korean star but i think i'm not going for tht yeah. aiya see first laa. keh bye. :) loves.

have you got your i-weekly no.706 ? jeffrey's inside, do get it soon people :P

reason why i like channel 8

2011-05-06T12:21:00.001+08:00

why i like channel 8 becuase it produces many productions, dramas, variety shows tht i love very much ! i have been watching channel 8 since i'm young. i cant imagine how my life would be without channel 8, hahaha. everyday wake up, eat, wake up, eat, no tv watch. yeah, a show called C.L.I.F would be on tv soon, 9pm after the current show. yeah, actually i became more close to mediacorp last year, during the starsearch period...........

last year during starsearch, i went to eatch live and thn i started to 'like' channel 8 facebook page for more details abt starsearch. now, i'm still liking it ! i love channel 8 because its awesome, their dramas are fabulous ! my favourite show is 'the peak', 2007 production featuring jenneate, elvin, dawn, christopher and others as well. i really love tht show, haha, just wondering if mediacorp could replay it ? :)

and of course, i love channel 8 becuase of starsearch, hahaha. without starsearch, they wont be there ! (look above) yeah, i love jeffrey. cant wait for his show to be on screen soon. anyway, do support jeffrey here (please refer below and vote accordingly)

please vote for BELLE AND NIC for your favourite drama couple alright :) its julie and jeffrey by the way, do vote for them, i dun want them to be eliminated so fast ! yeah so what are you waiting for, come on !

also do not forget to like channel 8 on fb and also follow them on twitter ! :D

dinner with jeffreyyyyyyy

2011-05-03T14:16:00.001+08:00

had dinner with jeffrey and friends on labour day, really had a lot of fun while eating and also at the rooftop. nidda thanks jeffrey for treating us dinner and also cha. we've decided to either pay him money back one day or treat him back, hahaha. idk if he will accept this :)

evon made this board and we wrote of thoughts for him there. he nearly cried, hahaha, but he dun want, too touched already. lol, yeah, we were at the rooftop area sitting down so its rather dark.

to those who dun know him at all, well, he is jeffrey xu, starsearch champion and he's a very nice person if you know him personally. he is also very friendly. if you like jeffrey too, do leave a comment at my formspring yeah, hahaha.

this is the board, nice anot, hahaha.

really love this picture. but its abit dark i think.

abit blur

bigggggggggggggggggg loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so cute right, hahaha. nidda thanks him for accompanying us for dinner from 5 plus till nearly 9.

thats the kbox background.

love the background very much yeah.

these are the people who went for the dinner including my brother. hahaha, i love this picture also, its like so cute and amazing. omg i'm like starting to miss them already, hehe.

before we go, of course, group picture ! :D

谢谢鸣杰 ! (L)

also evon, kikko, angela, joycelyn

other pictures with jeffrey from dslr

2011-04-27T17:01:00.001+08:00

cute right, hahaha, if you haven seen the others, click on 'older posts' which is just below this post. okay, i'm going to study for my english now. tmr is the start of mye, omg buck up buck up. i must win xxx, alright, not telling who. kk good luck to all :)

most probably will blog after exams yeah.

pictures taken by evon's and kikko's camera

@ mediacorp with jeffrey

2011-04-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

hello, the sky looks like as if its going to rain soon. aww, did you bring your umbrella out with you ? hehe, went to mediacorp in the morning and stayed there until early afternoon.

I reached thr abit too early, so decided to slack around at the tv gate for a while. haha, saw tiffany leong and the tv reporter. tiffany is like wow, so pretty and slim. omg jealous max, lol. joke.

finally jeffrey came. took pictures and also talked to him. i mean chat while waiting for the others to come. he's really hilarious, zhou jie lun, haha. my brother, lol. jeffrey is so cuteeeeeeeee. its been a long while since i saw him face to face. like so awkward yeah.

was posing for evon's dslr. and omg, i love jeffrey's shoes. pink colour, so cool.

zhou jie lun shy shy, lol.

jeffrey's really very attentive. he bought us drinks. vitamin water, haha. thankyou ! :D

not to forget, he gave us this keychain too. seen this long time ago, so cute right.

have you got yours ? jian kang bao, he's featured on the front page.

got him to sign on the magazine just now. the colour is rather light.

before we go, had a mini group photo. many other pictures at evon's dslr.

photo from jeffrey's i-phone. hehehe, his ringtone like ambulance sia, hahaha. so cute one.

loveeeeeee himmmmm soooooo muchhhhhh ♥♥♥ (i wont forget derrick, lol)

do leave a comment at my formspring yeah (:

when boredom strikes ( inside car )

2011-04-19T20:50:00.001+08:00

i love strawberries, sweet ones :D

tadaaa ~ was eating strawberries inside the car. i have nothing better to do seriously.

my brother was busy eating his yougurt.

he cant be bothered with me. first thing i take out when i'm bored is my camera. and i will start taking pictures. my brother is totally irritated by that.

in the end, he gave a fake smile like some retarded kid hahaha.

passing out ceremony for my cca today. yes, i saw him, okay whatever. quite slack actually. was inside the ava room sitting down listening to them. omg so cold inside. anyway, i'm having a bad sorethroat ! seriously pain, tell me wht to do ): drink more water ?

had science practical exam too. forgotten to draw arrows, tht means no more full marks for me. wth is this sia, i always make careless mistakes at important times. focus carina FOCUS ! friends coming to my hse this coming good friday. studying and doing project. i hope i'll have a fun time thn. well, i should focus more on my studies. not facebook or whatever stuffs. i really wish to score well for this year's mye. streaming year you know. omg why time pass so fast one.

i think i'm dreaming. i'm always dreaming. dreaming to become a superstar one day. hehehe, let me make my dream come true in ten years time. lol can i ? i hope so............

HI DERRICK, WO HAO XIANG NI, ZHEN DE.

updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ^^

2011-04-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

i was totally freaked out by my cca today. especially the evacuation practical. i wanted to give up, but in the end still pass ! miracle sia, lol. i hate next week cos nidda bring uniform on tuesday !

but there is like so many project nowadays, cant even study due to busy schedule. history, literature and pw. seriously sucks, why so much things to do. and yeah, got teacher stalk my blog, omg, this is like so scary. teacher, stop looking O.O later i dun dare post things already.

might be going for star awards this year.. with jeffrey's fanclub. yeah, many overseas celebrities are coming over, wang chuan yi also, omg ~ hehe, for more, refer to link. but i dun think i can make it due to the time, until quite late and i have school the next day. but will be going to mediacorp for the grp pic ! :D haha kind of like excited man !

kk, i'm so stress nowadays, two more weeks to mye you know /: omg omg, better work hard. hehe looking forward to next sunday and also something ! hehe loves :)

- comment me yeah, like so less comments nowadays -

PAST LIFE, I MISS ALL THESE

2011-04-12T16:44:00.001+08:00

lydia lim, i miss her uhh, like so long never see her already. only during the starsearch period ._. haha, she has been my good friend since 5 years old. yeah, almost 9 years of friendship, hehe. i wonder how is she doing now, she's in river valley sec, well, all the best ! hope to meet up with you again soon ! i miss the times when we went to mediacorp for starseach, waiting and all those phototaking session we had, hahaha. hope you didnt forgotten me yeah, loveeeeeees.

from left to right : lydia, me, ying yan. sorry, picture is kind of blur. i still rmb we took this on lydia's birthday bbq 2009 i think. i miss them so much ! we used to go out together and play together, hahaha, crocodile. lol, but now we are all busy with our own things yeah /:

huisin, shiying, yi hui. i miss them man especially shiying ! like so long nvr saw her already. yi hui is in the same school as me so we can still see each other. huisin is living beside my block so i still can go find her. well, but shiying she lives at sembawang. omg, miss all the memories man ! last time during recess we played basketball, wahahaha. shiying always kena hit by ball :D funny man, when i thought og her reaction ! woohoo ~

old picture of myself, last year's march at sembawang beach.

kaikeong, my boss ! lol, he's my good good friend. i still rmb tht he sits infront of me during p6. he is a damn funny guy which always makes me laugh. saw him last week at interchange, wow, he didnt change, i mean his looks. haha, he doesnt really recognise me -_- bossssssssss.

this guy who looks like pufferfish is weixuan. he's not really my goodfriend during primary school days. but he is a very cheerful and funny guy. i still rmb during my birthday last time, he use flowers to throw at my head, although it wasnt a really good thing to do, i still find it funny.

han dong ! honestly speaking, i used to hate him. i think he is very competitive and fierce. but actually no, he is a very good friend :) hehehe, i still rmb everytime after recess whn we are supposed to go up to class, we will always talk on the way back. i cant rmb wht we used to talk abt. hehehe, i miss all those times man ! when can we have a talking session again ! lolol.

my primary 6 class boys, i miss all the fun we had !

but now, i have an awesome bunch of friends and a awesome class, i love them alot and i cant imagine my life without them by my side. next year, my class will be separated, kind of like sad ): omg, i better work extra hard to get into the same class as my goodfriends. hope so !

when you're up, your friends know who you are. When you're down, you know who your true friends are. i wont forget all those friends who had always been there for me and no matter wht, we will still be friends, isnt it ? i love all my dearest friends, they simply rocks ♥♥♥

i have no pictures to blog about and i know, my post is getting more boring, no one comments me on formspring anymore ):

2011-04-09T20:53:00.002+08:00

hello people ! :) bought contact lens today, first time wearing it its like so weird to me. was at the specs shop for one hour plus. tried twenty plus times to put my contact lens into my left eye. everything seems so weird. okay, fine, idk whether i'm wearing it to school on monday cos i'm still not really used to it man. yahh yahh, i didnt study today, wth. i keep watching tv and doing random things. exams are freaking coming and i'm still so slacky. omg omg, idk wht to do,
work hard carinaaaaaaaaaaa ~

had sports carnival and fund raising ytd ! okay, i know this picture totally has no link for today but i just couldnt upload my freaking pictures. dk why, so yeah. had fun during the teacher's performance at the ava room. really funny, especially the miss thia's one, lol. laugh so much. others was fine too :) after school, went to eat mac with angeline, sy, cg, ph, ryan and andy. played true or dare at the table, hehe. the funny part was the dare. cg said wo ai ni to the aunty from mr bean. haha, thn the aunty gave us vouchers. yeah, went to the library after tht, enjoyed it :D i wanna go to the beach after mye !

well, i dun like anyone now so stop asking me yeah. i'm single and i dun like anyone. get it ?

QUIZ.

1. Smoked. [ ]

2. Consumed alcohol. [x]

3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]

4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]

5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]
6. Had got kinky. [ ]

7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]

8. Watched porn. [ ]

9. Bought porn. [ ]

10. Done drugs. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. Taken painkillers. [ ]

2. Taken someone else’s prescription medicine. [x]

3. Lied to your parents. [x]

4. Lied to a friend. [x]

5. Been to rehab. [ ]

6. Done something illegal. [x]

7. Cut yourself. [ ]

8. Hurt someone. [x]

9. Been to a club. [ ]

10. Seen someone die. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

1. Missed curfew. [ ]

2. Stayed out all night. [ ]

3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]

4. Been to a therapist. [ ]

5. Snuck out of the house. [ ]

6. Dyed your hair. [ ]

7. Received a ticket. [x]

8. Been in an accident. [ ]

9. Wished someone to die. [x]

10. Been to a bar. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

1. Been to a wild party. [ ]

2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]

3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [ ]

4. Had a spring break in Florida. [ ]

5. Sniffed anything. [x]

6. Wore black nail polish. [ ]

7. Wore arm bands. [x]

8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [ ]

9. Listened to rap. [x]

10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

1. Dressed Gothic. [ ]

2. Dressed prep.[ ]

3. Dressed punk. [x]

4. Dressed grunge. [ ]

5. Stole something. [x]

6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [ ]

7. Blacked out. [x]

8. Fainted. [ ]

9. Had a crush on a neighbour. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

1. Snuck into someone else’s room. [ ]

2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]

3. Been to a concert. [ ]

4. Dry-humped someone. [ ]

5. Been called a slut. [ ]

6. Called someone a slut. [ ]

7. Installed speakers in your car.[ ]

8. Broken a mirror. [ ]

9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house. [ ]

10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [ ]

2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [ ]

3. Cruised the mall. [ ]

4. Skipped school. [x]

5. Had surgery. [ ]

6. Had an injury. [x]

7. Gone to court. [ ]

8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. [x]

9. Caught something on fire. [x]

10. Lied about your age. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 26

1. Owned/rented an apartment. [ ]

2. Broke the law in the police’s presence. [ ]

3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [ ]

4. Got in trouble with the police. [ ]

5. Talked to a stranger. [x]

6. Hugged a stranger. [ ]

7. Kissed a stranger. [ ]

8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [x]

9. Been harassed. [x]

10. Been verbally harassed. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 30

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]

2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]

3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]

4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]

5. Been to a fair. [x]

6. Been called a bad influence. [x]

7. Drink and drive. [ ]

8. Prank-called someone. [x]

9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x]

10. Cheated on a test. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR : 39 [ i'm a bad kid ]

-If You Have Less Then 10..write [I’m a Goody Goody.]

-If You Have More Than 10..write [I’m still a goody goody.]

-If You Have more Than 20..write [I’m average.]

-If You Have More Than 30..write [I’m a bad kid.]

-If You have more than 40..write [I’m a very bad influence.]

-If You Have more than 50..write [I’m a horrible person.]

转身的那一刻, 我知道, 我们很难再见面了

2011-04-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

to me, bestfriends means no matter wht, they will stand by you. they will accompany you all the time, after school, go out or other places. they understand how you feel at least 90%. they will always be there no matter what. bestfriends, to me, means tht no quarrels, peace and also i think trust is important. i personally think tht i dun have a friend who totally fits my description. perhaps nearly ? but, now, i often hang out with this group people (refer to name above) i just need 1 bestfriend tht could fit 100% to the description above. but, i think tht my expectations are rather high O-O can you be my bestfriend pleaseeeeeeee ?

In school, especially during history, i tend to daydream alot. i should stop doing tht and focus on wht the teacher is saying. well, mye is coming soon, like so fast sia. i hate all those unhappy things tht are happening nowadays. i just wished to be a happy person every single day. is it very difficult ? i dun know, the decision lies in my hand. i want to score well i want to score well i want to score well !!!

i know we cant be perfect together.

I love the people i usually hang out with during ccm. liu tao, darius, huiyu, and others. this is not called flirting, get this clear man. i'm just being friendly, they are my friends. you expect me to not talk to them ? sorry i cant. i had fun with them today during ccm. haha, playing chinese songs from hp and thn singing them. so funny and i really enjoyed it.

I WANT TO BE HAPPYGIRL97 EVERYDAY !! :D

derrick, no matter where you are, dun forget, i'm always supporting you frm singapore ! you're awesome, totally awesome. i dun care wht others say abt you, you are just the way you're. i love you so much, jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayous ! -screaming from singapore-

我好想你, 你知道吗 - D's

dear derrick, although i cant go live to support you but, i will give you moral support at home. JIAYOUS, I LOVE YOU !! ♥

2011-04-02T20:49:00.001+08:00

went for the audition/interview at threesixzerosproduction tv company today, damn funny at there. they asked me total of like 30 plus questions and its really quiet there. anyway, they asked me a question, it goes like this. who would you talk to if you have problems ? (in chinese) i replied friends and senior. omg thn the person asked me, the senior boy right ? thn i replied yes. the person immediately say, you like him right ! i was omg omg, laughing and speechless. haha, yeah. enjoyed the session talk with them. thn went to have a short recording abt myself and i sang derrick's dang wo zhi dao ni men xiang ai chorus. seriously, my singing... ermm.. they said its not loud enough. well, i think i've did my best ! :D

anyway, gonna post a question they asked me here :

range this from 1 to 5, 1 to be the most stress, 5 to be the least stress.

Parents - 3

Money - 2

Friends - 5

Studies - 1

Relationship - 4

tell me people, should this be the correct order ?

omg derrick hugged a random girl at e-Awards just now. shiying updated me abt this. i feel so damn jealous, i wished tht lucky girl was me ! hehe, i'm waiting for her to upload the video on fb ! thanks uhh shiyingggggg, june holiday i come your hse, like so long nvr see you already man ! ^^

不要怕, 有我在 !

2011-03-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

urhh, hello, i'm not carina, she is at school now i think, time check, 1pm. anyway, she forgotten to log out her account that time. haha, she is so blur. that time cant find her ezlink card, now forgotten to log out. lol i'm not a hacker or spammer hor. i'm ........................................
since i'm got into her blogger account, i'm going to write something to her here.

DEAR CARRR :

dont ever be surprise/shock when you see this. i know i'm being quite evil to blog at your blog without your permission. i should log out actually. but then i wanna give you surprise ! haha, i know you will say i'm lame -.- okay, let me begin. how are you uh, like so long never see you already hor. seriously, meet up soon. i come fetch you uh ! still rmb the first time we met ? like so weird ! at first when chris brought you to come and eat with us, i feel so weird. i dont even know you that time. first impression was that you're so shy, honestly la. then finally talk when eating. but everything was like so awkward. but later on, hang out for sometimes then i already got used to it. i mean used to your behaviour bah. you keep laughing nonstop. chris say you sot one :P ok uh, good luck for everything ok. study hard hor. got everything A1 anot ? lol, thats like impossible. i also never get all A1.
currently, chris and i are busying preparing for the war which really sucks. i dont want to go neh, cut botak man ! whatever, please take good care of yourself or else he will blame me for not taking good care of you ! haha, this sounds so .... weird ? anyway, got chance must come out eat uh ! i treat :P no la, haha. tht rich guy will treat us right ? ok, i will end of with .... ily ! :D

ily is not ily ! dont sot sot go anyhow think ! its something, zi ji man man cai bah

FROM YOUR " BROTHER ",
DONEEMICX ( 不要怕, 有我在 ! )

CONTACT ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS !

let those pictures express my thoughts

2011-03-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

your mum brought you into this world, to repay her, you must not disrespect one.

so true, everytime, i hope i will have many friend request, messages and notifications. but, rarely.

Maths, its killing me sometimes, i wished i had a elder brother to teach me along.

Your parents, your mother, they are the important ones in your life. without them, thn you wont be in this world. cherish them well.

Please dun judge a book by its cover, although i do that most of the time.

this is so sweet.

I always hope i'll see you everyday.

yeah, people, poke me ! :D

I dislike it when people reply me by saying "k" or "kk". idk wht to reply.

i'm not sad or wht okay ! haha. i think these pictures are awesome.

status : something but nothing -sad face-

current mood : i'm not sure

2011-03-22T18:09:00.002+08:00

What will i do when i'm upset :

- i rarely talk to anyone but i reply to people's sms with no smiley faces.

- if i'm in school, i cant concentrate in class and i will be really quiet.

- if i'm at home, i will find biscuits or choclates to eat, but i try not to.

- i will listen to songs, then it makes me cry blah blah blah, after a while, i'll be alright.

- i daydream and i dun have mood to do things, not even watching my fav tv show.

What will i do when i'm stress :

- i'll go out for jog and go out for singing, this works.
- i will keep playing comp games and relax by playing the music loudly.
- i'll eat, again, yeah, but i try not to laa.

What will i do when i'm angry :

- i will shout if i'm at home but not in public places or school.
- sometimes, i will even shout vulgarites if i'm really v angry. but rarely i do that.
- i will throw people's things on the floor if they make me more angry.
- i will leave the place and go to the toliet to cool down.

What will i do when i'm in a good mood :
- if i'm in a good mood, you will see me smiling.

- i will be very talkative in class and when i'm with my friends.

- i will surely say hello to people i know when i see them.

anyway, current mood, idk. i wished i have a time machine, to bring me back to the past.
stupid, i feel so dumb. i shouldnt have trust people's words easily. fake, all fake. whatever.

today's chinese oral, seriously, my chinese cannot make it laa. teacher ask abt the charity thing thn idk wht to say, my mind was blank -_- idk wht the hell am i thinking abt. in the end, i anyhow say.

K BYE ! :>

saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

2011-03-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

hmm wht i can say now is tht i'm not in a good mood ): dun ask me why, i wont tell you. i just dk why i'm feeling like this. well, actually the reason is tht i've lost my good friend ? arghh, seriously, this is rather complicated. not so simple so idk how to say. but one thing i want to ask is that, can i trust a guy word ? i really dk, anyway, okay, i'll try to stop being like this. probably if you see me alone in school tmr or rarely talk, means i'm not in a good mood. i hate this kind of freaking feeling. i wished it could stop but it couldnt ):
now, the only thing i can wish for is tht i hope.. *whispering to my heart*

if you dun like me, just go away and leave me alone. if you like me, please tell me and also be my friend. i seriously regretted wht i've done to you. it's 10.01pm now, and i'm heading to my bed soon. school tmr, wth, why so fast. i wished i could become smarter, i hope i understand every single word tht the teacher said. especially mr koh's class. i dun understand wht the hell is he saying sometimes. history, by the way, they're all dead, why must be learn history ? to understand the past, lol. whatever. i hope everything will go well tmr.

can i make my 11.11 wish in advance ? (although i know it wont come true)

11 11 ; I WISHED EVERYTHING WOUND NOT END HERE & I ALSO WISHED THAT I WOULD STAY HAPPY EVERY SINGLE DAY !

k bye.

things change, and friends leave. but life doesnt stop for anybody

2011-03-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

Arghh currently at home alone ): and its 11 plus pm now. family went out, dun feel like going so i didnt went. watched incredible tales alone without the sound cos i'm scare. hahaha, yeah, i scare of .... aiya, better dun say, make me feel so scare you know. hehe, got cwwwwwww pei me :D

NEOPRINTS I'VE TOOK WITH S.H THAT DAY ! O.O

(the machine made my eyes quite big)

SCHOOL STARTING THE DAY AFTER TOMMOROW ):

a true story about my life, do read on

2011-03-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, i was someone who had almost everything i wanted. he bought me all the things i requested, like my laptop, my phone, my camera and many many clothes i wanted. he bought me almost everything i wanted. during the holidays, he drove me to the places i wanted to go. like mediacorp, starsearch, shopping mall and malaysia. i took all this for granted. but becuase of tht day, everything changed.

22nd november 2010 ; that accident, no one ever expected it. i didnt expected tht it would happen as well. he, my father, got into a so called "accident". on 22nd november, i waited for him to come home but he didnt. i decided to went to bed instead. on 23rd november, 5am plus, i received a call from the hospital. he was there, i really didnt expected all this to happen. the next day, i went to the hospital he was admitted to. at first i thought everything wasnt tht serious. i thought he just had a fall and after some stiches, he would be alright. but I WAS WRONG !

when i went in the room, i saw my father lying down there, i saw him with many needles around him, and as well as a thing around his neck. nobody understands how i feel tht moment. stunned, sad, scare. i wished it was a dream, but it wasnt. i wanted to cry, but i must not. he had a really BAD fall. idk how he fell. he told me he was in deep pain but i couldnt help. seriously. we spoke to the doctor, my father needed an operation.
it was a success, he couldnt walk. he needed to learn everything again. he dun have strength to walk with his legs, dun have strength to hold something like spoon with his hands. not like last time anymore.

he was thn sent to a so called therapy centre to make him walk again. well, his condition improved. thn on 2nd Janurary, he was discharged. but, he still have difficulty walking, not so well. he walked slower now. even now, yeah. he is at home now.. he didnt spoke much but i know deep inside his heart, he is feeling rather upset abt his condition now. he couldnt work and drive currently /:

I REALLY HOPE MY LIFE WOULD BE LIKE LAST TIME LIKE THAT !!!!!

- we should not take everything for granted. all the things we have now, we should cherish it. people around us, our family and friends, you never know wht will happen to them one day.

with this, i end here. do rmb to comment at my formspring yeah :)

Looking at the past pictures, i realised tht i've grown up

2011-03-13T22:36:00.001+08:00

when i was young, i think 2 to 3 years old :)

during kindergarden :) i look super blur and not cute at all.

Idk when was this taken but i look happy tht time.

Primary 3 passport photo.

Primary 4.

Pri 5 or 6, not sure. taken this with joleen and ashley. this was the worst neoprint i've taken. i think the machine was spoilt or smth. thn everything turned out so dark. and also ashley's eyes, wow, power, haha.

I think this was like pri 5 or 6. yes, i look so ugly and nerdy. i haven reborned my hair tht time. yeah, it's really curly and i seriously dislike it. hahaha, i miss my old self actually.

Primary 6 i think later months, whn i have reborned my hair. i look better !

Looking at these, i miss the past memories, haha.

Yeah, the pictures.

I took the most neoprints with yi hui, hui sin and shiying. i miss them. except for yi hui, i haven met them for a long time already. yeah, we're planning an outing soon ! :D hope we'll have fun.

more pictures.

wow, time passes really fast, sec 1.

Sec 1 november :)

And then during the december holidays.

now, the current me ! taken this picture a few days ago when i went to my son's house. haha, darius i mean. hehe, i'll show you the video on him playing the piano next time. really sweet, i love it very much. hahaha.

THIS IS ME. I AM WHO I AM !

5 reasons for you to love me

2011-03-10T22:00:00.005+08:00

I'm not anti-social. i often say hello to people i know when i see them unless i'm in a rush.
I'm not a bitch, i dont really flirt our people's boyfriends or wht. i'm just being friendly to them.
I can give you advices on your problems, i'm a good listener. but not really a good adviser though.
I think i'm popular among my friends. ( isit ? ) well, if you hate me, then, too bad. try to love me more.
I will try my best to treat you nicely as a friend. but DO NOT disturb me when i'm not in a good mood. i will just ignore you or even scold you back. i like to be alone when i'm not in a good mood.

just stop by and say "hello" to me whenever you see me passing by you. is it a very difficult task ? even if we have any quarrels last time, we are still friends. i have many kind of friends. friends, good friends, close friends, bestfriends and many others. i think i'm a lucky person with many friends. i will cherish it okay.

if you hate me, means you dun understand me well enough.

Do leave a comment at formspring :)

fake friends are like shadows, always near at your brightest moments, but nowhere to be seen in your darkest hour. i dont want this kind of friends, sorry if i'm one of them. i will try to change.

2011-03-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

sports heat today. ran 4 x 100m run. yeah, i'm so slow and blur. i wanted us to win, but in the end, we didnt. actually, i shouldnt care so much. i know i've done my best but i think i could have done better. anyway, its alright. i should look forward and forget abt this. i will do better next time round. someone told me to try again next time, yeah, i agree. carina tan, jiayous, xiang xin xia ci hui zuo de geng hao de :D

went home after tht, didnt went to mediacorp due to the sports event. yeah, that's it. well, didnt really wanted to go actually, becuase its till quite late. didnt went to mediacorp for like three months already. maybe going during march holiday ? hmm not sure. people ask me to join wgs idol. can i make it ? i think it's impossible. i dun have any talent to showcase. any suggestions ? well, stay tune to my next week post, because i will be doing a dedication to my friends, dun be shock when you see your face in my blog ! - laughs -

one day, we'll lie down on the quiet and large green grass, staring at the sky together.

i'm happygirl97

2011-03-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

that's not me, random picture for the post

quarrelled with cw yesterday, haha, it was a misunderstanding anyway. everything is okay now, really bored now cos he's not around. well, we are still contacting in process. but thn never reply lehh D: i hate myself for not helping him. yes, idk how to help ): anyone please help me nowwwwww ? okay, whatever, i have no topics to blog nowadays, yeah, i lost all my readers ): come back soon laa. perhaps you guys can leave a comment at my formspring to tell me wht i should blog abt ? hahaha. alright, yeah, do leave a comment !

yeah, going to mediacorp for 华文智多星 recording this coming tuesday. my school is participating. well, can i dun go ? until so late you know /: okay, cw, run faster during the competition okay ! :D woots.

I'm not being emo here

2011-03-02T16:13:00.001+08:00

If love was a disease, i might have died long time ago.

if you have noticed my fb status, yes, my school bag is spoilt and i'm currently looking for one now. i seriously dk which bag to bring tmr. i dun have any old bag or wht with me currently.

if i have this kind of happy pills, perhaps, i could eat one whenever i'm feeling unhappy.

who says that only boy + girl = love ? to me, friends are always there. they won't leave you, break up with you or do things that the opposite sex does to you. friends are forever if you cherish them. everlasting \m/

yes, you have two options, to love me or to leave me alone. dun bother doing stupid things behind my back saying tht i'm a selfish or whatever person. no, i'm not. yes, i admit, sometimes i'm selfish. okay, everyone wants to protect themself and give themself the best thing. including myself.

LASTLY, XXXXXXX PLEASE READ (!!!)

hehe, you sms me today. woots, people, dun ask who isit okay :P

我每分每秒都需要你

2011-02-27T20:35:00.001+08:00

- younger me -

I'm always alone, i really hope tht one day you'll be there waiting for me. but thts kind of impossible. sometimes, i really dun understand you, wht are you thinking ? can you tell me ? hmm.. everytime on fb, i hope you'll chat with me, but you didnt. well, okay, i understand, we didnt know each other well enough tht time. but now, yes, everything changed.

I'm not alone anymore, you're there waiting for me. but i'm sorry, i often didnt reply your msg whn you were waiting and finding for me. sorry, yeah, i'm still in class or in canteen eating without noticing my phone. but you were always there, waiting for me. although now, i still dun really understand wht you're thinking sometimes, well, you will always tell me. and i will always ask you. now, we know each other quite well, haha. isit ? idk, actually no. we've knew each other for around 11 months already, yes, now, you're my [insert name] ♥♥♥♥♥

ANSWER ALL THIS QUESTIONS IN MY FORMSPRING :

how much you know about me :)

single or double eyelid ?
favourite singer ?
favourite colour ?
my dream is to be a ?
how much would you rate me as a friend from 1 to 10 ?

this will determine how well you know me :)

secrets for sale

2011-02-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

Just got an invitation frm channel U to attend "secrets for sale" private screening.
i will be one of the bloggers for this event so yeah :) but i'm not sure whether i'm going anot due to the time and venue. i will be allow to bring 1 friend along so if you're interested, do leave a msg behind by 28 feb.

Details :
Date: 4 March 2011 (Friday)
Time: 7 - 9pm (Drinks will be served before the screening)
Venue: Carlton Hotel Singapore (Empress Ballroom 5, level 2) (76 Bras Basah Road)

Yes, Jessica Liu and Christopher Lee would be there. i supposed reporters would be there on tht day itself. not sure lo. okay, i'm still considering whether i should go /:

NO NEWS = BAD NEWS

2011-02-23T16:25:00.002+08:00

Hey hello :D okay, common test is over. and i know my science marks already. yes, congrats me, i've passed my science. like finally. hehe, now it's like going to rain soon -_- i can hear thunders. wth, i got cca tmr and i dun like ): takes up alot of my time you know. tsk, i hope tmr afternoon will rain.

well, i bet you guys are interested to know whts my result for the mdc audition right ? well, i'm glad to say tht i've passed ! anyway, i will not be in the new drama called devotion cos i'm like too tall ? zhou ying will be acting as the older part of me so i cant be her younger part as i'm taller than her. lol, idk how to say. will be going for other cast. will have further details abt it on later months.

anyway, the show devotion :

《阿娣 ; devotion》
This drama is Adeline Lim, Darryl Yong and Jeffrey Xu’s maiden project since “graduating” from Star Search 10 competitions held last year. Adeline will be acting as Wu Feng, Zoe Tay’s youngest adopted daughter, Darryl as Yuan Fang’s (played by Zhou Ying) boyfriend Shan He while Jeffrey will be acting as Yi Min, an autistic young ...man who has a tragic end ! not forgetting, the main lead, Zoe Tay !
this show will be officially out on tv during june, so stay tune.

hehe, derrick always makes me smile. click here to watch the video :P

ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE CLICK HERE

omg common test is next week

2011-02-18T16:49:00.001+08:00

STUDY HARD, PLAY HARD ! (L)

wahh, so fast common test already ! :O to be honest, i'm not ready for it. okay, i'll study hard for it. cw told me tht he was scare. whey, dun scare la. jiayou okay. he just now told me something which makes my heart skipped a beat. anyway, thanks for cheering me up whn i'm upset. thankyou la. haha, okay, i shouldnt be here anyway. i should be studying now ! lalala, i'll probably blog after common test. well, i think i'll still be active on fb using my phone. so stay tune k ! :D loves.

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2011-02-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

went for derrick's autograph session on 12 feb. omg omg he is too handsome, haha ! :) i feel so high whn i see him. enjoyed tht day very much, he's so damn cool yeah. more pictures on facebook.

Group picture after ccm. okay, i think i look the most ugliest inside. hahaha.

Anyway, ytd was valentines day. how was it for you guys ? i spent my valentines day mostly in school till 5pm, tht was boring. and then, chris came and gave me some things and also shun bian teach me some stuffs. thanks so much ! :D well, i just spent my valentine's day like this :D

conversation

chris came late and me and don ordered first.

*browsing through the menu*

don : hey carina, wht you want eat ?

me : whey i also dk sia. how to order uhh. i never come here before. why never write the price one ?

don : lol, of cos they dun laa. it's it, aiya, idk how to say la.

waiter : why not try the couple lunch set ? valentines day is coming and its quite suitable for both of you.

don and me : errh ? okay sure thn, hahahaha.

*feeling awkward until chris comes*

chris : oi, why never wait for me.

don : you so slow, hungry liao la.

*food coming*

chris : car, you order wht food ? how come got heart shape one ?

me : aiya, just now they ask us order couple set. zzz.

chris : aiya, sui bian la, you like thn eat lo. haha, couple worh.

me and don : okay lets eat -_- damn freaking funny, haha.

school tmr, how are you guys feeling ?

2011-02-06T14:31:00.004+08:00

当我知道你们相爱，有了开始有了未来，在我心里放不下的也該釋懷, 收拾好把他掩埋
♥ derrick hoh

hello people, went to malaysia yesterday with my family. and guess wht ? i forgotten to charge my camera and thn whn i realised it, i was already there. - low batt - so didnt took much pictures. not even with my hp because my hp is like out of battery too. hahaha, well, i dun have much pictures for this year's cny. not as good as last year's. didnt went to my grandparents' hse, well, tht's a sad thing for me.

Well, came across this while walking around the 'jungle'. that place seriously sucks, so many mosquitoes, monkeys, snakes, crabs, insects and the best thing is the weather is so hot !

we went to settle our lunch at somewhere near the sea, i mean the jetty. yes, there are so many people and thw weather is so hot. ohh yah, saw felicia chin and our stars there too. i mean their pictures laa :P

This is a long bridge. it's quite shaky when you walk on it. and below it, it's a river or smth. yes, it takes me alot of courage to start to walk on this bridge. but unfortunately, when i walked until 1/4, i was so scare tht i couldnt move, hahaha. yeah, the bridge was shaking ! the best thing was i cried, lol. don't laugh, i really cant take it. too high for me although i'm tall. i have a phobia for this. thn, i quickly walked back ._.

Yes, the weather was so hot tht i nearly cant survived :> went to have this and headed home !

GONG XI FA CAI, HONG BAO NA LAI !

- this year, i got so less money, haha -

happy chinese new year ! :D

2011-02-02T20:48:00.005+08:00

i was planning to go to mediacorp for the cny countdown, hahaha. got tickets, but thn lazy go lo. but thn derrick is going ! omg omg, too bad. i shall countdown at home. i wanna play fire crackers ! :))

will try to take many pictures during cny, ahh where's my camera ! ! ! ?

*do comment on my formspring yeah*

WO AI NI MEN, OKAY, LOL, BYEBYE, THIS IS SO LAME -.-

i've found my new love !!

2011-01-31T16:55:00.001+08:00

Derrick Hoh ! :D hao shuai laaaaaaa ! :D

(below is my fav song frm his new album)

From now on, i promise to work very hard for my studies and everything. i will give my 100% in everything tht should be done. i want more applause, but not jerring and disencouragement from people. and if you support me, do comment abt this :) thanks so much :)

CIP at RC

2011-01-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

ahh i look so - eeyer - cos i was taking many stuffs. promotion day yesterday. was promoted to dk wht. quite nervous tht time. hahaha, CW came, wow. was quite happy to see him there actually.

omg i'm seriously dead laa. my test did so freaking badly. tsk, okay, lets not say abt it. i'll work harder for my ct. after sch, went cwp to eat mac with PohHeng they all. err thn suddenly rain so heavily. shared umbrella with sy and ph, i kept laughing. haha, was late for CIP somemore. CIP was bored but funny :D

yeah, first time squeezing in the lift with my classmates, hahaha. lack of oxygen inside.

pranked some people abt RTC with Javier while waiting, lol. i regretted doing tht actually.

yeah, on 912, something really awkward for me happened. seriously..

Yupp, chinese new year is coming. my relatives gave me all these. woohoo :D

This is so weird, but i like

2011-01-25T18:10:00.001+08:00

we wasnt ready and the photographer snapped our pic. ohhmy /:

omg look at me, idk what i'm doing, hahaha :D

That particular photographer snapped our photo again whn we wasnt even ready.

Finally, a nice one :) but my hair looks stupid, the wind so strong.

ahh got cca this coming thursday, need to bring uniform. yes, i'm lazy. and thursday is the promotion ceremony, ohmygod. i've forgotten how to do the thing. arghh, dead dead x.x I really enjoyed today's assembly. hiphop, my love. i find it so cool. haha, yeah, you can see me smiling thr while watching the show. but why so fast end one. lol, i used to said tht i want to learn beatbox and dj-ing. yupp, i'm still onto it now. so anyone knows where to learn it ? (no time learn lo)

2E4 is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

(so looking forward to cip this coming friday)

♥ jlzj, dun be upset. i believe she will r.i.p :) i know she will always stay in your heart. be strong and i hope to see the energetic and cheerful you soon ! please cheerup and jiayouuuuuuuuu hao maah.

2011-01-23T11:31:00.001+08:00

gonna do this at one go cos i'm lazy to do it on different post, happy viewing ! :)

- 3 things to be completed now

1) close comp

2) study study study

3) buy my cny clothes

- 3 things you want but you do not need

1) I-phone

2) New laptop

3) More clothes/bags

- 3 things you love about yourself

1) I'm friendly

2) I'm not anti-social

3) I'm too awesome

- 3 things you dislike about yourself

1) i'm not smart

2) i lack of confidence

3) i lose my temper easily at home

- 3 songs that describe your feeling now

skip this for the moment

- 3 unforgettable memories

1) with 1E4'10

2) running around for stars with strangers (now became friends)

3) starsearch 2010

- 3 of your goals for 2011

1) get into 3E2

2) better grades pleaseeeee

2) lose weight laa

Okay done, except for the songs tht one, next time okay ! :D

my mum gave me $200 to go and buy my cny clothes, but i lazy go laaa, hahaha ! :D

TAKE CARE !! :D

( i hope your aunt will be strong and survive this battle, dun worry already ): )

HI BABY, LOL

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HI BABY ! :D

(to someone, kekeke)

Taken during health check up tht time :)

*thumb up* 2E4 rocks ! we are awesome.

LOL they all lazy go buy food and in the end, i helped them buy, hahaha. i smuggle-d up to class :) yeah, it's quite fun. ohh yahh, some boys taught me how to tie the tie today. hahaha, i know le ! but thn quite ugly lo, i tie until. aiya, i first time learn laaa. * dun laugh *

Yeah, results out on early february ! :D

(the mdc audition)

ahh i know this post is sibei boring. yeah, chatting with 2e4 now on fb, so i anyhow post only :>

i should learn from them

2011-01-17T20:39:00.006+08:00

still got campus super star ? no more ? boo.
well, i hope tht one day, i will stand proudly on the stage and sing out loud to my supporters :)
& please use your brain to think : go and stop my music first before playing this video.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ? :)

i really dk what had happen to us

2011-01-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !! ):

got punished by cher today, lol, stupid me. need stand at the side of the class with bryan. haha, nvm :) sit so long stand for a while wont die. ahh whatever. sat with ryan, liu tao and [idk how to spell name] in science lab. no choice laa. i was sitting at the third row and i cant see anything on the board. i forgotten to bring my specs down ): zz, thn liu tao went up to class and help me take, yayyyyy :D thanks man !

had open house for rcy today. talked to some of the sec ones, some are quite unfriendly. lol, keep staring at me as if i'm their enemy or smth. my friends and i keep walking to the npcc there to give out flyers. haha, we steal their "business". err thn got one sec 4 chinese guy came and said "wahh, rcy steal our business uhh" thn the guy looked at me. i SMILED at him and he asked me why i smiled. lol, no reason, i'm just being friendly :D wo ren hen hao de ! :D agreeeeeeeeeee ??

well, so many cadets came today. well, he came too. i was standing opposite him and i keep staring at him. i know he dun like this cca, but he just forcing himself to be engage into the activity. well, tht's good !

oh no, i have so many homework not completed but it's due on monday. boo i lazy do lehh.

what you need to do now is to, click here

i'm thinking, why are you like this ?

2011-01-10T17:19:00.001+08:00

beep beep ~ not used to not having mass run on monday, haha.

was quite satisfied today cos i finally cleared my doubts for some subjects ! :D listened in class for all the lessons except history, well, it's so boring. i was thinking, or should i say daydreaming during history lessons. okay okay, i will try my best to listen ATTENTIVELY during history class the next time round. or else how to pass history ): lol i feel so dumb in class sometimes.

Ahh no, teacher say tmr going to change sitting arrangement which means i cant sit at the front (first row) anymore with my friend, arghh. i was quite satisfied with my sitting arrangement now cos i realised tht sitting infront will make me more awake and also listen more. i also dare to ask questions whn i'm infront. i'm sure teacher will put me behind ): boy to girl somemore. i hope i will sit with a SMART GUY :D

Sabo-ed Bryan during chinese class whn mdm ang asked me to choose someone to read the story. cos it's his birthday ! boo :P hahaha, damn, christine sabo-ed me to read the story.

After school, went to canteen to makan. went home alone, so freaking bored :@ while waiting for the bus, i called june and also chris to clarify some matters. lol, the truth is i was chatting with them. and thn the bus came and blah blah blah blah. chris going ns very soon man. why so fast -_-

actually, sometimes, we shouldnt be so selfish and not think of others. but usually, because of yourself,

you've totally forgotten abt other people's feelings. is this the way we should be ?

Lastly,

米修米修 ♥

3 of my favourite online friends

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I have many online friends, haha. this few are just some of my friends :) i cant think of others :@

Her name is Amiko Qiao En :) (link)

so pretty right ? haha, but she's attached, too bad. i like her because she is friendly, pretty and also i like reading her blog post ! wahaha, knew her around last year's april.

Her name is YiLing :) (link)

She's some sort of like my mediacorp friend, but i've never met her in person before. anyway, knew her on blog or smth last year :) hope to see her some day !

Her name is Michelle :) (link)

Err yupp, i know her personally in person. first time i saw her was during ss. she's some sort of like my internet friend and also real life friend, haha :D anyway, knew her around nov 2010 through jeffery. she's friendly, and also she is sec 4 this year. well, good luck for your o levels ! *fighting*

Her name is Carina Tan :) (me laaa)

dramaaaaa, today during lcd, teacher called me to go infront of the class and thn play game. lol, got to act out an elephant. i know i look stupid tht time. look like pig laaaa :P went home, planned my schedule for the next few days. yeah and thn blah blah blah blah.
err regarding the audition at mdc, well, no news yet. next month probably. i sure fail one laaaaaaaaa.
ahh i know this is so boring :P

it's a brand new week after saturday and sunday again, schoolschoolschool ~

looking through my past life

2011-01-04T17:00:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥♥ ; ♥♥♥♥

well, i've looked through my older post at blogger, not his blog, my previous old one. frm around 2009-2010. i realise i was quite childish tht year. i spent so much effort on smth but no one cares ):
the cockroach, anyone still rmb ? only some people know. but i bet they forgotten. it happened whn i was p6. i miss my primary school life and everything. the xiao qiang, hah, whn i go back to fcps, i still wonder around the eco garden to look at the memories we used to have. but, we're now strangers, we dun even talk.

well, last time, i created a ss blog, haha, i bet he dun rmb. yes, he dun. ss as in secret society. sy, do you still rmb ? i miss the times when we played together and joke around. all the memories all gone now isit ?

i knew you through playing basketball ? well, not sure, i forgotten. we used to talk, but now, we act as if we dun see each other. sometimes, i still think of you /: tell me why, i also dk. this sounds emo, well, no laa. er, frankly speaking, i enjoyed the times i had with you. ha, our secret quote, devil beside me ? hah, i bet you dun rmb. you now wont even make an effort to look at my post anymore. lol, hilarious ?

last year, abt cw tht matter, well, cw, saw you today in school. your hair grown longer. well, this year, you're taking your final exam. ite ? you will enter ite ? well, 80% yes. but it's a fact. take care.

now we should............................................. (look down)

first day of school, err, okay laa :D but havent saw the sec ones, ahh i want see lo :D
project work with javier, syasya and shu yi ! "SSJC" jiayous ! (group name) gagaagagagagaga~

ohh, xoxoxo, chris and don going ns soon, woohoo for you ! :P must cut botak, isit ? omg omg omg, hahaha. your birthdays coming soon yeah, lolol. ahh, wo hao xiang ni men ! :P

♥ ; CarinaTan's

3 guys i loved the most

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err.. this is created by chris and don so i'm doing this now. or else i wont do. lol, i lose so no choice but to do this. anyway, the titles are on the side of my blog ! happy viewing ! :D (not in any form of order)

MY BROTHER

although we quarrel sometimes, but we will be alright after a few minutes, haha. well, without him, i'll be so bored and lonely at home ! i hope he will study hard and do the things he should do. hehe :)

MY FATHER

he take care of me for 13 years plus already and now he's like this, it's my turn to take care of him. he gave me money for school and outings. he bought me my handphone and laptop and many many stuffs. without him, there wont be me. i hope he recovers soon and good luck ! :)

NEXT ONE WILL REMAIN A MYSTERY

i dreamt of you last night, how are you ? :)

school tmr, well, i'm not looking forward to it. i want holidays. okay, hope everything will be fine in school tmr. hope i'm able to wake up on time cos i woke up at 12.30pm today, omg. jiayouuuuuuuuuuus ! :D

ahh jeff go back malaysia le ): wht abt jeffery ? xoxo.